Thinking of You

Comparisons are easily done
Once you've had a taste of perfection
Like an apple hanging from a tree
I picked the ripest one
I still got the seed

You said move on
Where do I go?
I guess second best
Is all I will know

'Cause when I'm with him
I am thinking of you
Thinking of you
What you would do if
You were the one
Who was spending the night
Oh I wish that I
Was looking into your eyes

You're like an Indian summer
In the middle of winter
Like a hard candy
With a surprise center
How do I get better
Once I've had the best?
You said there's
Tons of fish in the water
So the waters I will test

He kissed my lips
I taste your mouth
He pulled me in
I was disgusted with myself

'Cause when I'm with him
I am thinking of you
Thinking of you
What you would do if
You were the one
Who was spending the night
Oh I wish that I
Was looking into...

You're the best
And yes I do regret
How I could let myself
Let you go
Now, now the lesson's learned
I touched it I was burned
Oh I think you should know

'Cause when I'm with him
I am thinking of you
Thinking of you
What you would do if
You were the one
Who was spending the night
Oh I wish that I
Was looking into your eyes
Looking into your eyes
Looking into your eyes
Oh won't you walk through
And bust in the door
And take me away
Oh no more mistakes
'Cause in your eyes I'd like to stay... stay.

Why do I'm hoping too much?

Why do I'm hoping too much from you?
When I know, we might not become a thing.

Yes, I know. And yes, I realized.
A long time ago.

But I can't just forget you. I can't.
It is too hard.

When I fall, I fall hard.
And because of it, it's hard to stand up again.

These days, because I was so busy and I tend to forget you.
But why...
When I finally like can forget you, you suddenly comme out again?
Please disappear. Please don't come to me again. Please don't let me see you again. Please?

I'm trying. I'm trying hard
--very hard.


And I will keep trying.
Even though it will takes more than a year.
I will try.

Unless you tell me to stop.
Then, I will.

But, there's no hope.
I know, deep within my heart. I know.

Today.

Today

We saw each other again.

But why?

Why does it feels different?

What is this feeling?

Is it either I think too much?

 

Or...

Am I hoping too much?

 

Hoping for something that won't be mine?

 

Maybe, I am.

 

But dear you,

 

Please.

If.

We passes each other so many times before.
Pass like nothing.
Pass like wind.
Because we don't know each other.

But until that certain day, we saw each other again.
We were lining up, you behind me. Talking to your friend.
I noticed you were looking at me. But I acted like nothing.
Because we don't know each other.

But again, you were sitting behind me.
I felt like somebody watching me from the back.
But I did nothing.

Then I went to wash my hands, again, I noticed you look at me.
Our eyes met each other and you were half smiling.
Then I smiled, acknowledged you.
But I noticed, your eyes tell something.
And it not just a something.
It is an important something.

I wonder what it is?

But from that day till today, I did not see you again.
Where are you?
Where?

Somehow I'm asking myself if I miss you? When you mean nothing to me.

Was it just a feeling? Or it is more than that?

Please? If we ever meet again, please tell me.
The truth.

So,
I won't keep my hope too high.
Because my heart is fragile.
I don't want to get hurt again.