Another Step.

I was on my stalker mode few days ago. And guess what?
I found out that he won't furthering degree at the same uni with me.
And I don't know how should I feel.
Sad? Happy? Confused? Glad?

Yes, I admitted. Half of me feels sad. Sad because I couldn't meet him anymore.
This friendship will actually come to an end. Why? Because we've lost contact of each other.
Well, it's true. We didn't contact each other at all. No more talking, no more.

But half of me also feels happy? Glad. Because I can move on. Like I will forget him if I didn't meet him again. I should be thankful. I need to move on. Even now I'm on my break, but still, sometimes he comes to my mind and suddenly I'm thinking of him who is far from me. I should be thankful. I should. A year with you is a torture. Mentally suffered. I had enough. Thank you for making a change.

I loved you once.
I hurt once.
I had enough.
I should forget you.
I should move on.