It Will End Soon

Today is 1st of May 2014.

It's Labour Day!

and most important...

it's public holiday everyone hehe ^^

I can't believe it that I'm going to finish my foundation soon.

It is almost one year.

One year.

Full of dramas.

Full of dilemmas. 

You will face different kind of people. Different kind of personalities.

You know which one is fake, which one is real especially in friendship.

And for me,

Well, I like to observe and sometimes I'm afraid with myself, because sometimes what I said or think might happen in future came true T___T

And if I don't like something, I'll so it.

I don't like to bottle up inside me. It just ouch but yeah, in this one this, I keep it as secret.

But you know, not everything kita boleh simpan inside. 

Kadang kadang nak lepaskan je apa yang rasa dalam hati ni, tapi apakan daya, nak jaga perasaan kawan kan? Susah nak jaga perasaan semua ni. Kadang kadang kita buat something dengan yang ni, yang lain pulak terasa. Buat dengan yang lain, yang ni pulak terasa. Aish susah. Susah. That's why la kadang kadang rasa macam nak grrrr je. And I ended up stay away from them for awhile which I did go back home. Dah penat nak melayan karenah sorang sorang. Jahat kan? Tapi kadang kadang need some times alone jugak. Susah lah kalau everytime nak dengan dorang. I have my own right nak kawan dengan siapa, it's up to me. My parents tak control pun nak kawan dengan siapa, takkan lah kawan ni kena control. It's not like I'm doing something bad, I just went out shopping shopping with them, takkan benda tu pun nak marah? Sampai nak cold dengan aku? Entah la, tak paham aku ni. Biarlah. Nak habis dah pun. This kind of things just menyerabutkan je lagi kepala. Malas nak fikir. Hurmmm, biarlah. Biar cepat masa berlalu, takde la sakit hati sangat, takdelah rasa berdosa sangat asyik kutuk dorang dalam hati T_T

Sabarlah duhai hati. 

Dugaan tu ada kat mana mana. 

Jangan pernah persoalkan, kenapa kita sering di uji.

Jangan.